shukeee....

syukenye...pg2 ag da pat kol dr dye..hihi...da lme ta dgr cite sal dye...akhirnye pt jgak ckp nan dye..hurmmm..sem dpan sure da tak dapat tgk dye da pon..huhu...cdey...cdey...sayangnye ase kt dye...dye je yang tak taw prasaan aku nh cmne..sure dye ingt aku n juz anggap dye sbagai kwn je kowt...tak kisah la dye nak anggap aku ni macam mane pon..yang penting aku ttap jgak sayang kat dye..huhu...cinte dalam hati pon jadila..kadang tu bahagia gak cmni..asalkan dye tak kapel nan orang len...hihi...nak wat jadi pkwe cmfirmla sushnye...hehe...byk ngat bezenye...jadi kekasih gelapku pon jadila...huhu...

busyannn....busyannn.....

hahaha,,,.da 3 ari aku mngadap buku nh...bosan gler asenye...ECO+COSTING=ECOSTING...haha...byk tol mnde yg msuk lm pale otak aku nh..ase cm nak muntah jep tgk semua buku2 nh...hfal...hafal...hfallll....ase cm da idop kt lm buku je..ta brgaul nan dunia luar pown..huhu...skit2....silap2 sok mse exam bleh muntah aku kt meja tuh...punye la struggle nye...btw aku brsyukur la sesangat coz sem nh carry mark aku sumenye not bad...mybe more good than last sem lar kowt..tgal carry mark ctu je yg ta taw ag..huhu...ari 2 da la jwb bel cm ape jep..hihi...men hntam aku je wt esei...mnx2la ta lri tjuk..huhu...yg pnting aku da usaha sbaik mungkin...da tak men2 mcm kt skul dlu da...asenye msuk u n lg mngajar aku serius dlm study kowt...lawpon idop aku skunx n na dekat 24 hour dok depan buku,aku still agi tak kisah..yang penting aku berjaye...pat banggekan mak bapak aku nan family aku...huhu...law bleh aku nak dpat anugerah ANC last sem nanti..sure mak aku bngge law aku leh wt cm2...aku pon bangge jgakla..huhu..sape tak bangge an dpat anugerah 2...stakat n mang aku akn cube sedaye upaye aku...biarla smpai aku muntah darah un study..hehe...k larh...aku un nak smbung study nh...ase cm da banyak membazir mase je nh...costing da la tak siap study ag nh...k papai...hope spe2 yg bce blog aku nh dpat doakan kejayaan aku erk tok sem nh...aminnnnn...

problem lagi....

hmmmm...aku un ta taw da na ckp cne...bwu je sowg da blarh dr idop aku..tbe dtg ag sowg...npe nh.....pe la yg ptot aku wt skrg nh...aku pon da pning kpale da...da la dye 2 ex mmbe aku...bleh plak ckp yg dye suke kt aku dlu slom dye suke kt mmbe aku dlu 2...plik tol aku...jgnla wt aku mcm nh...aku tak nak la bnde nh jd lg...wt mlu aku je asenye...hmmm...tlg la weh...aku da suke kt some1...biarpon dye ta taw prsaan aku nh..tp biarla...aku still jgak suke kt dye...biarla aku n cinte dlm hati je...aku tak nak de owg len da dlm hdup aku nh...aku da tol2 sygkn dye...wlaupun aku n just brtepuk sblah tgn je...aku rela sume 2..aku dpt tgk dye eppy pon aku da ckup gmbire da...aku da tak nak de laki lain dlm hidup aku n da..aku tkot sngt...aku tkot kalau aku tak dapat nak kwal diri aku ni lagi...aku takut sangat nak bercinta lagi da..aku tak sedia lagi pon...kalau boleh lpas nh spe2 laki yang aku suke yang 2 la aku nak jadikan dye jdoh untuk hidup aku n...2 je yang aku harap..aku nak betol2 serius pas nh..da tak nak men2 macm dlu lagi da...aku hrap sngat aku dpat jumpe some1 yang betol2 boleh bahagiakan aku...for mr.K.......saye mmang sayangkan awk...tp entahla...sye dapat rasekn yg kte xsesuai kowt..mungkin awk lgsung tak berminat dengan saye n...xpela...sye akn cube tok lupekan awk lpas nh...lawpon bnde 2 susah sangt2 untuk sye n...hurmmmmmm....

merajukkkk.....

menyampah tol la stok laki kuat mjuk nh...bwu kwn un da na ngade2 na mjuk..ingt aku nak pjuk ke??lmbat ag la...bwu tak layan ckit dah nak mjuk..tak taw la law kpel jd mcm mne...huh...!!!!sengal tol la aku ase...aku da la nak study ag...nak pkir sal mr.K ag...tbe je dye dtg lm idop aku nak wt ngade2 mcm nh..mang la aku mlas nak layan...mslah aku pon da ckup byk da pon...dengan mr.W yg suke kcau aku...arghhhhhh....serabotnye la kepale asenya...aku da la tengah final exam nh..tolong la jangan nak menambahkan msalah yg da sedie ade kt dlam kepale aku nh...kusot dbuatnye..hurmmm....kdg 2 ase mcm xde pkwe ag brmsalah dr mse ade pkwe...hahahaha...cm mngarut je statement 2 an...btw mlas la aku nak pkir sal semua mslah 2 skrg nh...baek aku pkir sal study aku jep...pg td da settle satu course...alhamdulillah...pat jugak aku menjawab dengan jayanya,...huhuhu...hrap2 leh la pat A kn..niat dihati mmg nak dpt jd DEAN LIST mcm sem lpas..tp tak tahula...ye la kan kte hnye mrncg tp tuhan yang tentukan...aku harap hasil usaha aku selama nh patla aku cpai pe yg aku mahukan...tapi ape2 keputusan nnti aku berserah jew kt Allah...kalau Dia nak kabulkan doa aku selam ni aku bersyukur sangat2..kalau tak aku akan terima seadanya..mungkin ade hikamh di sebalik semua 2..............

urmmmm...lega asenye ble awk gtaw cm 2at sye..sye tol2 ingt yg awk da ade mkwe bwu..huhu...mang asenye ta tnagng gler idop sye...sib bek la awk ckp awk len nan sye bkan sbab awk de mkwe tp sbab awk ase ksong..hurmmm...npela awk ase ksong an...sdangkn sye ase ag ksong ble awk ta de lm idop sye nh...puas sye tgu awk...smpai sye ta bleh tdi pkirk sal awk..ble sye bgn je msti sye pkirkn sal awk...sye ase idop sye cm ta lgkap e ble shari awk ta de dlm idop sye nh...tp sye taw sye sowg je yg ase mcm 2...sdgkan awk lgsung ta tpkirkn sal sye nh..law pon sye slalu ade tok tmankn awk tp awk ta pnah pon sdar..hurmmm...biarla je la kn..na wt cne...mang kte da dtkdirkn tok jd kwan je smpai ble2 pon...mang sye n ta lyak tok awk...law pon sye cntekn awk sngt2 tp tak mungkin sye dpt bgtaw awk prasaan sye yg sbnarnye nh...sye tkot ble sye gtaw awk prasaan sye nh awk jaohkn dri dr sye...emmmm..kalau bleh sye mmg tak nk khilngn awk...biarla sye pndamkn prsaan sye ni smpaikn ble2 asalkn sye tak akn khilngn awk...sye syg awk sgt....sngt....

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FALL FOR U...

smlm kuar nan mr.w...sengal gler asenye..mang cm hape jep...da la ak kne tgu dye cm ak n yg na sgt jpe nan dye...skit tol lar ati nh...ps2 try na pgang2 tgn ak plak..mangla ak ta bg...huh..!!!pas n mang ak ta na da la kuar nan dye...mang n yg last da la ak ase,..da la ak bengang nan dye...blek je ak bkak fon SE...tgk byk mcg dr mr.E..cm ape jep...na tacing2 plak ak ta mcg dye..ps2 na wt ayt pasrah...de ak ksah kew...annoying tol...sib bekla pas2 pt ckp nan mr.K...hehe...sonok gler...ilang ckit ase wndu n gundah gulana at ati nh...cian dye bz...huhu...ak ta na kcau at dye..tp ak wndu at dye...so,ak ta tawla na wt cne...ri2 smpai ak ta bleh tdo ble pkir sal dye..hurmmm..ase mang ak syg gler jep at dye..hehe... 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mgkin aku tak bisa memiliki dirimu seumur hidupku...

heartbeat.....

aduish....npe nh...ati ta tnang...pe yg blaku nh....sushnye larh...hurmmmm...nmpk byg2 dye je twos jd mcm nh...sonoknye law pt ngs skunx nh...pt lpaskn prasaan n kt owg len,,,arghhhh...npela awk lgsung ta ingt kt sye erk...????awk da de someone kew???law da ade ckpla...jgnla wt sye cni...jgnla wt sye n cm tungguk jep tnggu awk...awk ta x yg sye n sush ati sgt ble pkir sal awk...npe awk leh ta pham ngt nh...tlgla jgn sekse sye mcm nh..hurmmmmsye ta tawla na wt cne...dlu mse sye ta cnte awk dtg kt sye..bg hrapan kt sye...n ble sume 2 da brlaku awk wt sye cni...awk ta pkkir ke cne prasaan sye...law pon awk bz xknla lgsung ta de mse na tnye khabar sye nh...ta pkir ke sye n cm na gler ble pkirkn sal awk....ati sye n laju jerk...tah la awk..kdg 2 sye ase mcm sye n syok sndri jew...cm sye sowg je yg trkejarkan awk...hurmmmm..mgkin n la kowt nsib sye...mybe n la blasan tok sye sbab ske wt owg tgu sye lme2 slom nh...mekaseh la wak...mekaseh sbab ade kt ati sye n wlaupon skjap je...sye ase bhgie sgt ble dgn awk...sye ta nak khilgn awk...tp sume 2 da blaku da un..sye taw yg sye mang da khilngn awk...sye khilngn awk ble sye da jtoh cnte kt awk...mang pperit sume 2 tp sye phm...sye ta lyak tok awk...hurmmmmm...i'm very sad now....

itukah cinta..???

laen yang dituggu laen olak yang datang kan...sye nak lupekan awk...tapi saat sye na lupekan awk je mesti awk datang balik kat sye...hurmmm...awk taw x de oawg len dtg kt sye...tp sye lgsung xminat kat owg 2...ble owg 2 cntact sye je msti sye tinagt kt awk...sye lgsung ta bleh na lupekan awk...sye ta bleh na lyan owg lain mcm sye layan awk...sye ta bleh na syg owg laen mcm sye sygkn awk...emmm...mcm mne n...mcm mne sye na lupekan awk....bleh ke sye wat sume nh...tp yang penting sye rindu sgt dekat awk...huhuhu...de owg len teman sye pon sye still ag tingat kt awk...pe yg awk da wt kt sye nh....urmmmm...sye na gtaw awk tp sye tkot...sye malu..sye tkot sye kecewe...sye ta nak kcewe...ble sye kcewe nti pdihnye ati n...huuuuu..cdeyh2...xpela...skurg2 sye taw yg sye tol2 sukekn awk...sygkn awk...sye hrp awk leh jd milik sye 1 ari nti...i will wait u.....

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SAD........

hurmmmmm....kalau ta suke ckp....kalau da bosan bgtahu....kalau da x syg luahkn...tak perlu na wat sye mcm nh...na seksa prasaan sye nh...tahla...ble sye tnye awk ckp x....ble sye tnye awk ckp mne ade...ape nh...perlu ke wt sye mcm nh...perlu ke wt sye trtunggu cm tunggul je at cni..arghhhh....dlu ckp syg...dlu ckp love....dlu ckp rndu...skrg n...??????ok fine...sye tngu awk kt cne...ikut awk la kn...cm yg awk ckp jgak law de jdoh adela....yg pnting sye xkn cri awk da...sye akn anggp awk xprnah wjud pon lm idop sye nh...lawpon mgkin sye ta mmpu sye akn cube jgak...law pon perit asenye sye still akn lkukn jgak...emmmm...npela sume laki mcm n an...dtg mse kte x prlukn...dan mse kte prlukn dye,dye lari cm2 jerk dr hdop kte nh...??????xprnah ke pkir sal prasaan pmpn nh...????xtaw ke yg kte syg kt dye sgt2....huh...!!!!awk taw x yg sye rndu sgt2 kt awk...mcm na gler sye rndu kt awk...ble sye cntct je awk ta blas....sepi tnpe kte...ble sye kol awk ckp ngntok....npe msti na tipu cm 2...kalau da bsan 2 ckp je la...ta pyah na tipu owg cm2...ikot awk la an..law awk ase sye n brmkne tok awk,awk crila sye an...tp law lmbat2 2....sorila ea....sbab mgkin lpas n da xde cnte yg wjud kt dlam hti sye n da.....mgkin pas n da xde laki yg akn ade lm idop sye n da...

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arghhhh.....

mangla sye sonok an....3 ari awk ta cntct sye lgsung...hurmmmm...sye cm na gler je ingt at awk..tp awk?????ckit un ta ingt at sye..huhuhuhu...trhine sngguh hti n rsenye...siang....mlm....sye tgu je awk cntct sye...ble sye cntct awk,awk ckp awk bz...ta pe la an...sye phm idop awk cne...taw sngtla...awk ne ade mse tok sye n...sye n je yg trhegeh2 igt kt awk 2...tahla...mang sye n syok sndri je kowt,,ingt kt owg yg ta pnah na ingt kt sye n...hishhhh....npela sye syg at awk sgt...law x da lme sye cri laki laen da un...cri someone yg leh tman sye tiap mse..an sng..ta de la sye miss someone like crazy cni...huhuhuuuu..ta tawla na ckp cne..ati sye n rsah jep...haaaa...n na cite nh...na taw x...da 2 mlm sye mmpi sye jmpe nan rabbit...then sye tgkap rabbit 2....ble sye tgkp je msti rabbit 2 ggit tgn sye....sye ta bleh un na lpaskn rabbit 2 blek..td an sye try lar tgk tfsr mmpi....na taw x dye ckp pe..??dye ckp sye akn dpt jdoh..hihihi...spe la an insan btuah 2....ngeee....cm exited je asenye time bce mksd td 2...hhihi...k larh...ckop tok ri n....daaaa.....miss u cyunx,,,

emmmmm....

sye suke awk..sye syg awk....sye cnte awk....sye rndu awk....tp sye ta taw cne na luahkan semua tu kt awk....sye ta nk ble sye luahkn semue 2 awk lri jaoh dr sye...sye ta nk khilangn awk...hurmmm...tah la...knapela awk tbe je dtg kt dlm idop sye nh....sye da ta na jtoh cnte ag la..sye da mrane sgt da senye...ckopla dlu sye da kcewe sbab cnte nh...sye ngtkn sye lmbt ag na jtoh cnte mcm nh..tbe je ble awk dtg sye ase mcm n...sushnye la....ta pe la...stalat n sye still ag kliru ngan prasaan sye nh..nti kalau sye da tol2 ykin sye cntekn awk da tak nk khilngn awk sye akn gtaw prasaan sye n kt awk...lawpon mse 2 awk tak time sye tak pe...sye time sumenye..kalau bukan jdoh sye dgn awk nak wt cm mne kn...drpd sye mrane than prasaan sye n lme kt awk bek sye gtaw jeyg sbnarnye..skurg2nye ble sye taw awk ta nak kt sye xdela sye tgu awk lg da..xde sye syok sndri nti..huhu...xpe...skrg n pon sye phm kalau awk xnk dkat sye...antre kte byk ngt prbezaan...sye......awkkkk....jaoh beze...awk skunx n kt ats...sye nh....hhurm....mgkin law awk dpt time sye pon sye rse mcm kte xkn kkal lme jew...kte jaoh beze...tahla...mgkin awk xkn plih cne pmpn yg awk suke..tp......cre hdup kte brbeze sgt...awk dgn hdup awk 2..yg sntiase xde mse untk sye...sye n plak...hurmmmm....kte brbeze......

miss u so much....!!!

hurmmmm...wndu lar at awk..npe tiap2 kali weeknd je msti awk bz...ta de mse un kt sye..huhu...sye sunyi ngt aw...ble awk ta de sehari sye ase cm sbulan jep...huuuu...n ke yg dnamekn cnte..????ish...cm plik jep..hehe...smlam mr,D cntct sye...bleh jep dye jjur at sye yg dye still ag sygkn sye...tkjot gak..ye la asal tserempak je muke cm bis bnci je nan sye nh,,,ble lm mcg leh plak ckp g2...apela...law mse mule2 break dlu mang ak still ag sygkn kaw..tp skunx n ta de da la...prasaan 2 da lme ilang..da de some1 yg bjaye mmikat ati yg kras nh..huhu....

I LOVE YOU....

awk ckp kt sye "i love you"...tp sye ta taw ape mksud pkataan 2 pd awk...awk sygkn sye ataupon awk cntekn sye...mksud 2 brbeze sgt...tahla...sye ase law sye ckp i love u kt awk mksudnye sye cntekn awk...sye ase cm ati n trgantung jep...kalau sye anggap pe yg awk ckp 2 mksudnye sye cntekn awk,sye ta nak la sye n cm syok sndri je nti...huuuu..pe yg ptot sye wt nh..tp tol2 aye ckp sye trkjut sgt ble dgr awk ckp i love u...sye trkejut sbab sye mang tol2 fall in love dgn awk..sye tkot khilngan awk...sye ta sng ble awk lme ta cntact sye...lawpon sye ta pnh kuar na awk tp sye ksah sume 2...wlaupon mse awk tok sy n terhad sye snggup time sume 2...sye ta pnah pon rse mcm n...sye taw awk n amai pmint...tp dgn pe yg awk ckp dkat sye 2 sye ase sonok sgt...llaki sehebat awk ckp i love u kt sye...mang sye bhgie sgt..lawpon ta de owg tahu...sye hrp awk tol2 anggap yyg prktaan awk 2 mksud awk cntekn sye...