VOLLEY BALL....

today i plated volleyball with my friends for business faculty...i got no.4 from 4 group...haha..of course i got the last number...ngee...i can't played this game because i have no  study about this game before this..so,my hand was hurt when i played this game..huuuu...so hurt..i can't do my homework easy because i must change my style to wrote..i also can't text my message with my right hand..huuuu..so sad about this..although i lost in my game but i still very happy because i got new experience..and also got my new friend from general course..hehehe..

NEW ROOM....

arghhhh...so bored today..nothing i can do in my new room..i think i can't freely in my new room...tonight i will sleep in my new bed..my new bed...my new locker..and my new roommate...wow..i'm not sure u can enjoy with them..i don't now why..but i will try my best..whatever happen in my new room i must think that i'm here for only in 4 month,..very short time right..!!!why i'm so lazy this weekend..i still not started all of my work..arghhh...i think i must forget all about my love story..all about someone that i have told before this..because i was promise in my own that i will not fall in love again until i'm very ready to give my heart to that guys...hmmm..i think this is my promise..to my friends...to my family..and for someone that told me that he like me....i'm sorry..i'm can't accept u because i don't love u...

                              NO MEN NO CRY....BE A WOMEN WITH NO CRY...                                           

WHY...?????????

why u suddenly contact me???why..??miss me..??or want to hurt my heart again..arghhh...till  now u must know that i'll not trust to u anymore..becaue i hate u..so much..i can't accept u anymore..before this i'm so patient with u..patient whatever u said to me..i know everything done between us not your fault only..however u said that u love me again i can't forgot what u have done to me..everything that made my heart so hurt..arghhh..i never back to u..
i hate u...
very99999 hate u somebody..!!!!!!!!!

HEART....

happy to be with you.......

the sentences that have so many meanings in its..yesterday, he also said the word again..he told that  he like me again..wow..!!i know my feeling can't accept him yet...because i'm still can't trust to him..i don't know why...maybe from the first time he said that he like me i just take it as a kidding..he said that he are serious..but i can't still trust to him properly..hmmm..i think maybe one day i can trust to him..trust that he so serious to be with me...or maybe i can find someone else...???but.....who is he..???huhu..maybe i can find my prince charming...that can be with me for whole of my life..that can make me happy when i be with him...hahaha..nobody perfect in this world..nobody happy to be with someone for whole of his life..it can happen only in novels or movies..but, when i love someone i will try to be a perfect person for him..huhu..can i do that..???maybe in 50 % only..hahak..but,i know that sometimes i feel happy when i be with him..and i'm so lonely when he far from me..hmmm...all of this because my HEART.... 

DIZZY....

arghhhh....so dizzy right now..i can't think about my study..why..???why..???why..??maybe today i'm so tired with my class..full of class..and the class about noun and verb..arghhh...i can't think anything..some of the costing class we can call as FIFO,LIFO and what ever..plus with the 'ing' from BEL..arghhh...so many things that i must remember...now, i only think about sleep..but,tomorrow i have a presentation..i must settle my slide show 1st..i hope i can do it better for tomorrow..

HURMMMMMM......

today i saw him...i don't know what happen to me...sometime i feel that i like him...sometime i feel that he only my friends...only my best friends..when i saw him i feel something...my chest were bit faster like before...is that are love...???no way...!!!i can't fall in love with him..love had nothing..ohw God...please help me to handle this situation..nothing will happen between us..i must forget about my feeling..i must think that he not love me..he just want me as his friend only..i very hate this situation..my mind will stress when i'm think about it..why this situation happen to me when i'm not ready yet..why i can't handle this situation with my own..am i a weak person..???ohw...i'm not a weak person..i must brave to solve every problem that came to me...if i feel weak i must know that someone will help me..and someone will guide me from anything happen to me..however....why i'm so happy when he contact me..??what is the feel...arghhhh...i think that i should not think about this feel..i must focused for my study because it very important than this situation..maybe i can forget about it when i'm in study mood...hmmmmm....

SOMETHING SPECIAL...

how do u feel when someone want u take u out..???happy or........???hmmm...like me...someone told me that he want to out with for have dinner..not a special dinner k..huuu...but i still think about something..because for last semester he said that he like my friend..then ask me to help he like we call a postman...huhu..but,everything was change..last night he said that he love me..wow..!!so shock for me..what can i do..??arghhh..i think that i steal him from my bff...arghhh...its not me..

i'm not a cruel person for my friend...i just want to be his friend..not his boyfriend..hmmm..what can i do know..???go out with him..??or something good strategy..???huh..!!!why this situation happen to me...???i must think the best choice for this situation..like learning in microeconomics class..we must choose from the best choice..and something that we not choose we can conclude it as opportunity cost..yarghhhh...i must do it carefully...

the queen of heart.....

tomorrow...tomorrow...and tomorrow...sometime we laughing...sometime we smiling..sometime we crying...everything we done because our heart..our character will change when our heart are change..today...nothing important for me...in my mind just have study and study..and then just full stop..i know sometime maybe we are so cruel for someone..but,everything we do must have the reason..me also have the reason for something that i have done...although he did not know why i've done that to him he must know that i'm so hurt to do something like that..i know today he are so hated with..i accepted everything he think about me..because i can't change all of his perspective about me..i tried to do my best..so patient with him..i hope i can still patient until forever...

IN THE NAME QUEEN OF HEART....!!!

TODAY...

 very nice flag right...!!i love my UITM..

sometimes,we will think that no more person will give their love for us...but,evrythng was change last night..it seem my world are my dream..someone told me that he was love..what..??why this happen to me..arghhh...i'm not interest with love now..for me i still can live happily without love...without one men beside me..he only my friend that could make me laugh or something happily..did not meant that i'm not accepted him..but it still no love in my heart..why should we love to somebody..??nothing will happen between us..only a friend..yesterday,today and maybe in beyond..i promise in my mind..i'm just want to break my mind without this crazy love..but,i know that one day i will give my heart to someone..because a life not mean without guys...GOD,,please guide me in this adventure life...

                                             NO COUPLE NO TROUBLE......!!!                                                         

LOVE...???

love..a simple word that can make everything to people..sometime we can says that love can make ourself are so happy...because of love we can smile,we can laughing and also it can make we crying.. that is love..sometime i feel so happy because i fell in love.. everyone also will happy because of that ya..! but, have you think when  you take a long time to got someone.. i  have an experient about this.. for many years i wait for someone  i love..although i know that he didn't know about my feeling but i still wait for he..arghhh...!!it such a very crazy things that i was done..everything was change when one find day he was come to me..i feel like i'm i heaven..huhu..for 2 years i always think about him..he are so important than myself..but,lately i  always sad with him..he says that he very love me..but,what he done for me??he always made me cried..one day i know that everything was changing..my love was gone for him.i told to him but he got very mad..arghhhh..!!damn it..he didn't sacrifice with me..why..???i was do everythings for him..i love him very much..it's happen because everything done between us..he told me a bad thing..i'm so sad because of that.. nowaday,i'm not trust to love again..i set in my mind love always made me sad..i'm so frusted with love..hmmmmm...

BUKAN DIRIKU..

hmmm...npela nan aku nh..npe walaupon ak da ptus nan dye tp ak still gak xleh lupekn dye nh..npe ak still pkirkn sal dye..??aku cintakan dia lagi ke??ahhh...xmungkin la..huh..ak da benci kat dye kan..npe msti ak nak cintakan dia lagi..dye pon sure da xkan pkir sal aku n da..dye msti da bnci kt aku pnyela..ko xtaw ak tsekse sngt na ckp sume tu kt ko pg td..hnye tuhan yg tahu macm mne prsaan ak nh..tp mgkin n la pnamat tok hbungan nh..mgkin ade hkmah dsebalik sume n..ak taw tndakan yg ak buat 2 btol..bkan utk ak tp tok ak dan dye..ak xlayak untuk dye..ak tak mampu nak brtahan untuk sume n..ak lemah..ak btol2 trluke...