HURMMMMMM......

today i saw him...i don't know what happen to me...sometime i feel that i like him...sometime i feel that he only my friends...only my best friends..when i saw him i feel something...my chest were bit faster like before...is that are love...???no way...!!!i can't fall in love with him..love had nothing..ohw God...please help me to handle this situation..nothing will happen between us..i must forget about my feeling..i must think that he not love me..he just want me as his friend only..i very hate this situation..my mind will stress when i'm think about it..why this situation happen to me when i'm not ready yet..why i can't handle this situation with my own..am i a weak person..???ohw...i'm not a weak person..i must brave to solve every problem that came to me...if i feel weak i must know that someone will help me..and someone will guide me from anything happen to me..however....why i'm so happy when he contact me..??what is the feel...arghhhh...i think that i should not think about this feel..i must focused for my study because it very important than this situation..maybe i can forget about it when i'm in study mood...hmmmmm....